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Dec 29 2009

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The Holiday Season-up and down by Choice!

I made a choice to go through some personal transformations during the Christamas Holidays…no telling what I will choose for the new year at this point. It will be the first New Year that I have not scheduled myself to work the late shift whae all the action is happening. I am choosing to remain home with my unspiked egg-nog and my husband. This has been a period of transformation for me without a doubt. Choices for changes in my life that will manifest in the creation of life changes I am choosing for my life.

No, these aren’t quick and easy choices as any choice I make for change affects the lives of many around me and those I love dearly. I know for me that if I don’t make a choice, make the changes that will allow the continuation of transmformation for my life…I will remain stuck in the muck of what I already created. All choices serve a purpose for a time…then it time for new choices, new challenges, new adventures in life. The things that bring me closer and closer to achieving and manifesting the life I desire. All change is a choice, paradigms serve a purpose for a time and in the process of personal growth, development, aligning myself with my purpose…I find stepping  stones that serve their purpose well for a time being. Then as awwaresenss increases and developments and I step into my purpose more completely as it all revealed to me by following my true beliefs, shedding of the old that no longer serve  a purpose…I must forge ahead into my completeness and process of awakening.

This is the adventure of life…stepping out of comfort zones, folowing the derires of my heart and soul and trusting in this process that all will be just as exactly as it supposed to be in this time in my life. I learned years ago, that one cannot rest on their laurels and expect life to present the changes we each desire. We are required to take action, to move as we are so directed and inclined…and leave the results up to the Universe…it never fails so long as we willing to trust, believe, and know this is how it works.

We must step out of the old comfort zones into places of challenge and many times into the unknow only to reach where we know we need to be. I’ll let you know how these choices and changes materialize in my life. I can see clearly the journey and the result I intent to achieve. As I take each step forward into unchartered terreritiories for myself…all will be revealed and I will end up just where I need to be for me, my family and all of those I hold dear in my heart…This is the adventure…this is why we have a choice.

I am not one that accepts the muck I tend to create from time to time. What I know is that when I step out and move on…I leave no burned bridges, I leave no regrets or guilt. I clear my wreckage with full responsibily and clear consciousness. I invite the challenges of my choice…I thrive with moving my life into the life I desire and create today…how empowering! This is exactly how the shift and the creation of  new pardigms for our belief systems work with the Universe and the creation of new life.

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Dec 24 2009

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When an old friend ask for help…

What would you do or what would you say?

This is the comment from a beautiful French Lady named “Dany”, short for Marie Danielle…with a very wonderful broken English/French accent that I grew to love! This is my old neighbor from the the San Jose area of California over 18 years ago!

Hello KATHY
Its me DANY from France. My life is a disaster . I do not have the strength to continue my life .
I will explain to you later
Love Dany

Now isn’t that amazing! I have not heard from this incredible woman in all of these years. Her husband Don who is now an “ex-husband” was one of those sport’s fanatics that seemed only to be there for Dany so many years ago to help raise their son…I knew  their son as “Buck”.  My then only son Sterling just over 2 yrs old close to 3 yrs old was not able to pronounce the “ck” sound and could call for Dany’s son only as “Butt”! It is humorous today. My son learned to ride his first training wheel 2-wheeled bicycle on “Butt’s” first bike…I remember the day Don brought it over for Sterling…yes…memories are precious. My memories are also clouded with my fog of alcoholism that the reality of what I do recall is so preciously becomming evident at this time.

I can still hear Dany tell me in her wonderful accent…”K`at`i” you drink too much, you must stop what you are doing…you are a fool “K`at`i! You will kill yourse;f…you must stop! No,  sorry my friends, I did not listen to this French lady with common sense and awareness of how I was detroying my life with alcohol…it took me many, many more years, before I heard Dan’ys words and understood.

So now I hear my friend, with so much wisdom and insight many years ago…telling me that she doesn’t have the strength to continue…her life is a disaster…she will explain to me later…when is later Dany?

I want to reach my friend, unsuccessfuly thus far.  I want to invite her to share of herself with me here on my website…to allow you to folow this journey of a woman in despair as a friend of mine. I will even ask Don, her ex-husband, he adores Dany, and will always love this special woman, his wife, the mother of their now grown child.

This is not presented for entertainment value…only for the value of how we change and grow in our lives. The shifts sometimes comes abruptly …however we know that when we slow down enough…just enough to take a deep breath…we can see that we in fact created the life we live today by our beliefs and choices…and knowing that fact…it is therefore the truth that we can in fact creat a new life based on new beliefs and new choices in any given moment…Dany, can you hear me…can you take this step with me? You are now ready to begin the life you truly desired and dreamed of all your life! If you will take my hand and walk with me…I will take you where you can choose the life you desire. If I can’t  accomplish this with you…I have an incredible life coach that has been guiding me…I’ll gladly introduce you to her…

You were always a strong and courageous woman, nothing ever stopped you before…please continue to connect…life is awaiting you my beautiful friend…the time is now..let us now begin a wondrful journey…the journey of your life, a truly life changing adventure that awaits you! Remember that I love you Dany.

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